Of Two Minds

Today: Family Stuff + Raw Dinner Sunday: Sweet Crafts? + Matt Moves In Monday: Work Stuff Tuesday: Cakearoke at Highline Wednesday: More Sweet Crafts? + More Raw Dinner? Thursday: Helms Alee Friday: Soap Box + House Business Saturday: Soap Box Sunday: ?? Monday: ?? Tuesday: ?? Wednesday: Be Done Packing, PLZ Thursday: Fly to Boston oh geez.

brushing her hair out of her eyes. it's just -- he started -- that sometimes you say things that make me want to raise your children.

I love this city so much. I can't believe I'm already leaving it. I love the view of my apartment. How big the sky is over the Sound. The cool breeze. the music. THE PEOPLE my family my friends my neighbors. all the new folks i've met and will meet in the next few weeks. I'm really not ready to leave. I keep being told it will be here when I get back but two years is so long. I believe in what I'm going to go do and what I'm going to go study. I believe that New York is where I need to do it. I think living there will be an amazing experience. I believe I will grow to love it there too. But I've made a home for myself here. For someone so afraid of commitment I have a real need to nest. And I'm proud of myself for having done so. I could see myself living here right where I am for YEARS. But if I could be doing the work I want to do.... well, wouldn't that just be something?